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Nasheen
Posted: Jun 5 2008, 11:25 AM


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The last few weeks i haven't been playing WoW so often anymore. THere are a few reasons for that, but the main reason is that i became really unhappy in life. I felt really terrible and kinda depressed. Friends didn't RP anymore cause the raids and the new dailys quests where more appealing, other friends just kept getting ninjad or promissed other to RP with.
And than there was a girl i fall in love with trough the game. A stupid thing to do and many warned me, but im a fool, she made me feel great when we just met, she has been a great support to me when my grandfathers wife was dying. But after a while she started to pay less and less attention to me, eventually she spended no time at all with me anymore and saying that raids, pvp, alliance friends and while having it so busy she only could meet me 30 minutes a week she managed to get herself a hordy and spend my last 30 minutes on making new horde friends. I was broken really cause i had real feelings and to hear you are, as who she said she loved, less important..like the last thing she wants to be with was to hard for me. I broke up and canceld my trip to meet her. I broke up with her about the same time a change in my life started. I became a intern and a video production company 4 weeks ago, a job i really love to do and with a new start i decided to take atleast a few days off from WoW. I did not mention it here before cause when one says he/she gonna take a break, friends allways try to talk you back, and i really needed the break. Anyway the break made me realise i was much happyer again.

There for im gone, i don't know when i come back, i will some day, and i want to stay in the silvereye. But for now i want to feel happy again, and its going pretty well so far. I still got some moods now and than but they are less than before. Also my appologies for my behavior, i had a rough time and spilled it out while i should have controlled myself. Im getting better at keeping myself under controll now.

Anyway thanks everyone for the RP and quests we have done. I shall poke around now and than. I cannot promise i will be online long when iam, and atm i don't really feel in the mood to RP in WoW there for my absence at the endgame, i don't want to miss it, but i can't get myself to it to start WoW cause for now i put my own happyness above RP. I will do my best to get in the mood cause i think its a awesome story line.

*hugs*

Nash
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Aerandul Nightwarden
Posted: Jun 5 2008, 03:21 PM


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Not meaning to be harsh, but internet relationships just never work. Love is a word too easily thrown around these days smile.gif Instead, just be a terrible flirt like me. biggrin.gif

See y'around wink.gif


Oh, and y'all know I'm gone, I hope. Else I'll be very upset that my amazing presence wasn't missed.



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Aldaron
Posted: Jun 5 2008, 03:56 PM


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No need to apologize for anything Nash, RL always comes first.
I'm sad to hear of your troubles, but glad you're finally returning to the bright side of life.

Good luck and take care out there!

*hugs*

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